Himeji Akiyo's Journal

[Private; Amatsu]

... this is ridiculous. I can't just

Did I really think I coul

...

I suppose my feelings are best summarized in an apt, if vulgar term.

Fuck that.

[Filter: Public]

I apologize to everyone for my behavior as of late, and I apologize as well for my... inattention to the MagiJournals. It will not happen again, I assure you~

Now~ I have quite a lot of training to catch up on, haha~

Current Mood: annoyed

[Filter: Private; Amatsu]

no no no no nonononono ha-chan ha-chan remember when we used to play together remember ha-chan you couldn't die you didn't die

he was

how could he die he was so strong

gods above and below help me please please

~~ha-chan what can i do without my brother my family~~

Current Mood: crushed

The Kafra service is quite efficient, haha. I misplaced my original journal in the thicket whilst I was busy, but they seem to have left a new one on my bed. How considerate~

I do hope everyone is doing well~

[Filter: Private; Amatsu]

~~gods i~~ ~~i want to go home~~

Forget it. Forget it.

Hayate seems troubled. Disturbed. ~~Did he notice I~~

I

I miss the cherry blossom trees in the gardens. I miss the fishponds, fish, the lilies floating on the water. I miss my room. I miss the smell of flowers and the sea, the clean sea, not this Albertan...

I miss home.

~~Home~~

Current Mood: melancholy

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Mm... I seem to have become a bit lost, haha~ I can take care of myself, of course~~, but~~. These tales of a powerful monster in the area are worrying, of course, but I'm sure to be able to handle myself~

I'm looking forward t

[pause]

[writing is ever so slightly rushed] Excuse me for a moment~

[Private; Amatsu]

~~it's a body gods above a corpse a corpse a body gods help me~~ [scribbled out to point of ripping page]

You stupid girl, calm down. Calm down. Calm do

oh gods it's fresh

Current Mood: scared

It was near twilight when Akiyo approached Alberta after her now-daily training. Her bag was full of the things she had gathered: various herbs and plants, furs, tails, minerals, and a small vial of clear liquid. She planned on selling all of it to the various merchants in the town; while they didn't currently want for any essentials, she knew they wouldn't always be helped by the town. Eventually, they would leave the town, and when that day came, they would need to sustain themselves.

Oh my! I seem to have happened upon a bamboo thicket. I must admit, it makes me feel more at home, haha~

[Filter: Private; Amatsu]

... there's something unright about this place. I'm ill at ease. I'm never ill at ease.

I suppose I'll have to keep a better watch out. There may be more to this forest than mere Sohees.

Current Mood: uncomfortable

I'm terribly late, I know, but I would like to congratulate the performers on an excellent show. It truly was delightful, haha~

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Could have been worse, I suppose.

Current Mood: content

[Filter: Private]

You stupid girl. So stupid.

... what was he to do? You shamed our family with your disgraceful act. Be lucky he didn't follow the old traditions and whip you, hang you, drown you.

...

I suppose I will miss her.

~~I don't know what to~~ [furiously scribbled out]

...

[Filter: Mi

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I don't know. I just don't know.

[Public]

I believe I will go out ~~hun~~ training again, haha.

Current Mood: cold

[small splashes of varying coloured liquid]

Payon Forest, hm? ~~It's nothing compared to Ama~~ Difficult, but survivable. The plants are interesting, though. I've found a few of them, and they almost seem to be shining. So far, I have recieved herbs and... a pot of honey.

These demons... Sohees, I believe they're called? They resemble what Amatsu calls Miyabi Dolls. Very interesting. ~~And very easy to terminate.~~

[Private; Amatsu]

I have

...

There is no need to speak to one such as him. A commoner cannot begin to imagine what I'm thinking, let alone suggest to me that he does.

I

...

Stop this. You are no child, to be swayed by words on a page. You are Himeji Akiyo, princess of Amatsu. Loved throughout the land for her generosity and kindness. Get ahold of yourself and stop.

[Public]

I'm sorry to be a bother, but is there a suitable training room anywhere near? I ought to work on my aim rather than sit here, haha~

Current Mood: uncomfortable

[Private; Amatsu]

How dare they. How dare he.

Always, they ask about Mitsu, about Satsu. "How is your sister?" they say, "How is your brother, my, what sweet children." How dare they.

There is nothing, nothing they have that I don't tenfold over. Nothing can they do that I can't do better. They are nothing, nothing, nothing but humiliation to our family. They bring shame to the name Himeji, so why in the gods' names do they insist on liking them so? Why is it not I? Why is it they choose the failures, the reflections of our glory, why

...

No matter. I grow careless with this journal. I will not make that mistake again.

[Public]

I'm overjoyed at the news of our siblings' discovery. I only... I only wish they were here with us... But it's silly, of course.

Current Mood: upset

[Private]

Everything is gone. Father, Mother.

No.

I

...

No.

Princess Akiyo Himeji of Amatsu remains strong. And when I'm stronger... The phantom will rue the day it ever escaped.

[Public]

Everyone, thank you for your concern and kind words. I, the Himeji family, and all of Amatsu appreciate them deeply. I'm sure that if we all unite as we have, Amatsu will be saved in no time.

Current Mood: blank

[Filtered to Himeji Family]

Dearest sister and brothers, I do hope this takes only a small bit of your precious time. While I love and respect our esteemed father, I believe it may be best to avoid mentioning these journals, for the time being. In the long run, it may save us... complications.

Current Mood: thoughtful

Sister? Where are you? I haven't seen you all day, and I'm... I must confess, I'm a bit worried about you.

[Private]

I do believe I just burst a lung laughing~

Current Mood: concerned!!!!111

[Private; Amatsu]

... hm.

Fascinating. It now works almost as if it were a real diary. I may as well use it as such.

...

Mother stil remains absent. Father and Hayate refuse to disclose her whereabouts. ~~... I miss~~

... weakness. Shameful.

[Filtered to Mitsu; Amatsu]

I know you can see this, sister mine.

Current Mood: discontent

~~Hm.~~

I see I have been sent one of the famous MagiJournals I have heard so much of; I am honoured to recieve such a gift.

Oh, but I have forgotten my manners. I am Akiyo Himeji, of the Amatsu Royal Family. I hope I will do justice to both myself and my family's good reputation, and I look forward to getting to know each of you personally.

Current Mood: contemplative

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